Leaving Inner Space

I really had a grand time at party central last friday..Thie, Em, and I watched MYMP and Side A..well, actually twas em's event..she had to write a story about it...but it was really thie and I who were so gagah about MYMP and Side A...grabeh! juris' voice is really cool! she could make you feel like being cuddled to sleep..sobrang lamig...even the way she performed,,astig talaga..i personally like her moves when she sang Waiting in Vain...it's like ur watching a reggae band...even the way she dressed that night,,huh! lufet! and of course,,no one can ever beat my fave local band,SiDe A...they never really fails to lift up my spirit,,,then, the band's new bassist sang LATER by Fra Lippo Lippi and that really made me emotional,,,twas one of oliver's personal fave....he was really touched with the song's tune and lyrics..thie told me that maybe oliver's with us that time...and that made me think..yeah, maybe he's really there...so, being a let-me-ask-for-a-sign person that i am, i told myself that if one of oliver's fave songs will be played for the last time, then i will be convinced that he was really with me that time...i have no song in particular--but since side a's the one performing, i first thought of FOREVERMORE...haplessly, side a's next set of songs were all dance music na...then, finally, they told the crowd that their next song will be thir last song na..hoping against hope, i still waited for it--only to be disappointed,,coz they're last song was still a disco one..then the band already gave thanks to the audience and the lights were already put off...so thie and I decided to go out na...and talking about signs, just when i thought oliver has already forgotten me na,,the intro of forevermore started to play in the background,,it was like, huh? then, i heard joey generoso singing forevermore,,and that indeed cause me to be sooo emotional that i almost broke into tears...why not? i've just had one miracle--one great indication that love really moves in mysterious ways...when joey g. started singing forevermore, i knew oliver's with me,,i knew from my heart he's watching me..i could even feel his hands holding mine...it's what you call the signs from heaven...sometime, you just have to believe...imagine, i never thought they will still sing that..in all three times that i've watched side a perform live in concert, they always, always, end their song with a dance one...they never ended it with a love song or slow one...and now what? really, love is so powerful..time and distance don't really matter when two hearts are in love...only they could understand why...oliver really loved the song..i still remember we were riding a fx on the way to his school when that song was played over the radio...he then told me that he really liked the song...he even sung it for me...and i was really touched coz i felt like he was dedicating that to me....i'm not really a forevermore-fanatic before coz for me it's already a gasgas song since almost all lovers have it for their theme song--and i could hear it on almost all weddings that i'd attended...but oliver's gesture made me love to play the song over and over again....he even whispered the lyrics on my ear and that was really sooo kilig...oh hell! it made me miss him more and more now. if only i could sleep for one whole day and just be with him wherever he is, then that would be one of the greatest thing that will happen to me after he left....then, when we were walking along abs-cbn, we honestly smelled a candle...yeah, you might find it weird or oa or what, but that's true...hey, it was raining that time and we were on the streets, so who the hell would light a candle outside a rainy street? i just know from my heart that my honey's really there..i believe when he told me that he'll never ever leave me...i know he's always here...inside my heart...